unsure

So I've been sitting here for a while trying to think of what to say. But I honestly don't know how I am feeling anymore. I've reached that point where I am just going through the motions, trying to survive each day. Not all days are like this, but it seems that more are than not.

I just want to feel normal again. I don't even know what normal is.

I think that after this week, things will get a little better. Clinicals officially end on Friday for me. I still have make-up days from our hurrication, but the official days with paperwork, and care plans and what not ends.

Once school eases up a bit and I'm not struggling to keep up, I think things will get much better.

I am so looking forward to that.