feelin' good

It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life

And I'm feelin' good.

I have this song stuck in my head. Normally that would bother me. Today it is my theme song.

I am clinging to the words of this song because they fit be today. I am done (minus the hurrication make up) with pedi clinicals, almost done with OB, the semester is moving along, and there is an end in sight. Not only are all these school issues resolving some, but from my own psyche/emotional standpoint I feel like it is a new day.

Not entirely sure where it came from, but this afternoon I got overwhelmed with the desire and conviction to turn over a new leaf. I don't want to be selfish like I have been lately. I don't want to burden my friends too much with my problems. I don't want to be drowning in self pity. I want to be a strong, independent person, who is there for her friends as much as they have been there for her.

Most of all, I want to be hapy.

And today, I am deciding to be happy.